That I have my miracle, that I wanted for so long. I can't believe she will be one in 10 days! I can't believe my mat leave is almost over. I can't believe she is ours.
I really do not want to go back to work, leave her for a few days a week. It breaks my heart, but I know I have to. It is only 2-3 days a week, really how hard can it be? VERY HARD! We are in a great routine, and I am here for her every need. This past week I am trying to wean her of the 9ish boob and replace it with a bottle of rice milk. Some days are better than others, others I just want to give her the boob because I know that is what she wants and needs...but I wont help the situation if I do. It should be easier knowing she is going to my Mom's, but either way, I have to leave her, and it sucks!!!
I will post some professional pics of her 1st birthday party soon...she is cutting teeth 7 & 8!!! Addison is also trying soooo hard to walk.
Grama and Grampa are leaving for Jamaica tomorrow morning at 5 AM!! First time alone in over 35 years, some people take trips yearly, not my parents, they chose a different life style...and I am so happy for them! They deserve it!!